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     taking little breaks here and there can really lend some perspective to things.  long story short i am glad that i took my little break from writing and other things.  for some reason being not productive at times helps me to take notice of the little things that really matter.  getting all caught up in the "normal" life is really a bitch and it creeps up on you so you don't notice it sometimes.  i think it has something to do with the way that i was raised, or the household i was raised in....hhmmm.  everything was always move move move, rush rush.  doesn't matter how, just get it done.  there's no rush.  everything is going to be fine.  i have to tell myself these things, other people just know them.  i know them also, but when you have a certain mentality drilled into you it's hard to get away from it.  like i said, this is me.  for better or worse, it's just me.