and then it happened....

    i don't know how but it did.  if i wanted to i could go over it again and rehash all the details.  but not right now.  long story short it was a little fait and a lot of luck.  to stumble across it and then be lucky enough to have everything go just right is really not the way things normally happen to me.  i feel like maybe i should go get checked out medically.  may be "someone" gave this to me as a way to have a little bit of happiness before i take the "big trip".  but nah, that's sill i know.  i am just saying,....wow what luck.  and the more i do it the more i love it.  any time i need to think i just jump on and the wind blows it all away.  and i am good at it, really though.  some people can't poor piss out of a boot.  but i am really good at this and it seems to come naturally to me.  i just can't explain.  can't wait to take a trip.  up through texas, into colorado to navajo national forest.  that would be sweet.  the first time i got a bike i think i literally willed it into existance.  it happened the same way this time, hard to explain.  hoping for the best.